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[May. 20th, 2005|12:37 am] |
What Your Dreams Mean... |
Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.
These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.
Overall, you are very content in your life.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.
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It's kinda true! wahhhhh :| i've been so preoccupied lately and i don't know why eh parang im thinking too much or over analyzing. maybe na overwhelm lang ako sa schedule for 2nd year 1st sem. i know i shouldn't worry about it too much eh. i hate it i don't know why i'm letting it get to me. tuloy everything's getting gulo. like my back hurts too much coz i feel stressed then i panic too much i'm alwaystensed or mapanic with everythign i do---driving and fencing. and i had the worst training day today. we had tea epee and i played like i've never played that weapon ever!!! :((
hope everyone's day went okay! >:D |
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[May. 13th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
ho my golly! 4 months na ko di nag write!! all my abarkadz have school except for jenny ( exempted for nstp), kris, toms and miko. i've been having fun na eh parang it's a relief after two sems of studying super! april (when they didnt have summer classes yet) i would usually spend the whole day with my sisters. watched movies, we ate out, stayed in someone's house but still have lots of fun. We went to LA Union na and i tried surfing woohooo thanks to miko :P 5 days and 4 nights in la union... whooaaaa =)) then we also had a sleepover at len's sayang we weren't complete it was just me and COP. Celina's food that would ahve lasted for a week lasted 2 days lang with us :@)
it's funny na even though we're in college we're still happy with just being together and just staying home and talking and laughing. and i'm actually happy with that. parang the other month i got sad coz i thought i was weird coz i didnt like drinking or dancing haha but len told me na it's okay coz some people are really like that lang. and maybe i don't have to force myself all the time to party late at night diba? :) i'm a home body eh i just realized that i might be a loser but i'm happy like that and i'm happy jsut seeing and being with my friends :P
oh my 1 more month to go and back to school!! i'm making sulit na rin my training days i can train thrice a week na now and i'm happy na. parang my progress is slow and i'm kinda getting impatient but sana it'll come din soon, someday? but i've been talking to bob and coach orly and they said naman it really comes lang with experience. but i cnat be scared. that's my munber one eh i'm always scared. ALWAYS i can't condition myself not to be scared :-O :(( courage is fear that prays. i have to keep that in mind.
and my sisters surprised me pala for my birthday also janny was with them! wahhhh killer breakfast in bed. they woke up pa before 7am just to surprise me hahah i got super kilig eh even though i was super antok. that made my birthday. my mom also surprised me 12 midnight she's cute she didnt ahve a cake kaya she made me blow a brown out candle! haha rg, kiko, ate vivian and ate lisa sang for me too. then we had dinner at misato. My family, grandpa, tita weng, wonders, gab, anton, miko, and jan. woohooo COMPLETE. i'm 19 and i can't believe i wont be a "-teen" na next year hihihi :P
my entry sucks i just wrote adn wrote this ONE's for you. -Deejot!!! |
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[Dec. 31st, 2004|02:16 pm] |
2004 is about to end and here comes another year full of laughs, tears, pain, success, and more memories. 2004 went by so fast it hogutn it would be so difficult to adjust in college but then it wasn't after all but i still miss Poveda so much.. never a day goes by that i don't think of it and my friends there i miss how school could be my second home. it's so much different in UE but the experience makes it all worth it im learning so much and it's fun becuase the environment is so different--it's like exploring a new world each day. i gained friends but still kept the old ones VERY close to me. i met someone who makes my heart jump each and every single day of my life. my sisterhood is on another level and it has never been this wonderful...each day our love grows for each other and i dont know if anyone can relate or see it but THIS is different. it's special. it's HEAVEN sent. and i thank God for each of them every day. we amy be different in many ways but that's what makes it so special because we never judged each other for our differencens or we never took it against each other. there's RESPECT. and LOVE all throughtout.
I just realized in the 5 days we were in Boracay...how we could be so different from each other but still perfectly fit together. It's like holding hands you fill the spaces between. what the other one lacks, the others fill. i couldn't have asked for anything more that this becuase this is my own piece of PARADISE. each time we're together. It's paradise. and i thank God for these 6 wonderful ladies for showing me what sisterhood really is. theyre the only one's i can do anything with--get naked, be stinky, fart--- thethings i would never do around other people. Boracay was the most wonderful year ender. We talked about it and saw that this trip was different. Our 2003 visit all we wanted to do was explore the island and party but our 2004 visit we just wanted to spend time with each other. THAT WAS ENOUGH. maybe it was becuase of college--we only get the chance to see each other once or twice a week. It was enough for us to just sit around the beach or stay home and watch tv--it was all about being together. This trip amy have been different but i enjoyed every bit of it. My wonders are right we're changing, we're growing up but it's nothing to be sad about becuase we're growing up TOGETHER. nothing has changed from the day we've been sisters and nothing will because we'll all grow together.
and my family who has always been there for me no matter how i am or no matter what i do. theyve always showed support in whatever i do. we may have fights but at the end of the day they still love me jsut the same. my dad who endlessly supports my interests especially fencing. who is forever proud no matter what rank i get during competitions. my mom who stays strong for the whole family and who enver gives up for me and rg. who maeks sure i do things right and i don't go wrong in life. my brother who finally understands how i am and what i do and always listening to me evern thought he doesnt wanna hear what i'm saying and even though he may be a pain in the ass sometimes, it all comes down to one fact that all he wants to do is protect me and make sure i dont get hurt. and my titos, titas, nanay, tatay---thank God for keeping them healthy and strong. fro my cousins who are always behind me, endlessly giving me advice about life and who is forever proud of whatever i do.
and i thank God for ending the year right. even though there are times that i feel so far away from Him, He never left me He always made me feel His undying presence. For giving me grace to have faith in whatever i do. I dedicate the whole 2004 and for to Him becuase without His grace nothing would have been possible. not ONE SINGLE THING.. my family, my sisters, my friends, my studies, fencing and everything else in between... even though we could never really return anything as great. it's all because of Him and all for Him.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! may 2005 be a great year for all of us! :) |
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[Oct. 21st, 2004|07:23 pm] |
i'm updating again cause i'm stuck here at home sick again. haha sakitin :P got throught first sem woohooo 5 years and one more sem to go ;)
i finally went to cribs again yesterday with jen, jan, len, nike, and pae we missed you er and kin sana you were there >:D< aj's so big na and he doesn't cry anymore but he still laughs eh when i blow his face. i love that kid sooo much i was telling pae that he looks like me naman so i can adopt him haha :) after cribs we went to katipunan to eat.. er nike saw her knight and shining armor gab siojo training in the ateneo field so we made a U turn and nike talked to gab for a while can't stop smiling ah :P then we went to ice monsters and bought tapa king :@) i ate pa ice monster then after whapppakkk i got a fever na :| jan dropped us off at ultra and waited for pae's team. pae i couldn't be any prouder running with you. chin up you did your part, they didnt >:D< i wasn't supposed to train anymore but then coach orly said if i sweat then my fever will probablly go down so i played two games with crizel then went home :) sorry len i couldnt come for din din i know you bought the pizza just for me haha :) i'll make up for it next time >:D< i had fun thank you wonders and jan :)
and now i'm getting bored at home with pauline while len is out with haha jen's training, kin is home or out who never replies haha but i got to talk to her kanina finally i missed you tots, nike is getting ready for bacolod. and er is in the plane on her way back to manila... finally er i missed you like anyhting. ibang klase it felt like you were gona for a month or soemthing?! text me when you land and i wanna see you na black ass :P |
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[Sep. 25th, 2004|11:21 pm] |
this week was useless we had foundation week and it we had so many free cuts. our performance was okay kahit na sobrang nakakahiya. never again! haha we finally started on our AHSE bulletin board, and it's ironic kasi the design is ugly teeth haha :)
friday: wahhh nothing beats my friday afternoon with pauline. we went to poveda to see the training of the seniors and the COC's. i've never seen the training of the seniors kasi eh. then pae and i were just watching form the sides then biglang miss puyat and miss tanjangco called me and they made third unit chant their team cheers. ang galing talga eh and the seniors made it pa talga! AND then they made me call jabs :"> wahhh i died i was gonna cry na when i said "jab center" it felt so good eh. i missed it so much SOBRA. i wanted to turn back time and do everything all over again. and i'm amazed with the officers, they're really doing a great job. i mean the seniors are really disciplined and all. i'm proud of you guys.. GALING :) after we stayed in pae's house and waited for everyone else for dinner. Len, pae, and i went to eastwood first and had ice monster, we met up with jan then went na to omakase. sayang jen couldn't make it coz of her inter u today. kin didn't go na rin coz something came up :( kin sorry we weren't there last night i hope you feel better na >:D<
dinner at omakase. mark and gab came too. gab was in a good mood \:D/ haha
GAB: where's you bag?
R: it's safe at home
GAB: are you sure it's not flying?!
HAHA. gab comedy. i had fun laughing and hanging out with them :) len and her not spicy wasabi daw haha len can't taste anything anymore! HAHA :) then after len, nike, er, and gab went to kin's. pae, jan, and i went to M.I.N.T the fourth year batch party. it was okay but we just stayed outside sa covered courts.
Saturday: NATIONAL INTER UNIVERSITY CHAMPIONSHIP
jennybaby got a bronze medal! i'm so proud of her! you're my champ, jennifer :) no more tears you played well >:D< congratulations UP team! my heart will forever be with them talga no matter what happens. Esper got a gold women's individual epee. amathyst got a silver for women's individual sabre. tomorrow team naman. GO UP MAROONS. Gold na toh! haha :) i was there almost the whole day from 830 until 4pm. Er was there too till 2 then she went home after we had lunch at mcdo. went to erica's house after and watched tutor friend. it was soo nice. the parachute scene talga is the killer ehhhh :"> then we went to tita marie's dinner in makati. sarap the food sobra me and er bumalik ng bumalik! haha thanks er i ahd fun >:D<
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA MARIE! :) don't worry you dont look 40 ;)
i had a good weekened so far. tomorrow again with my family :) |
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[Sep. 21st, 2004|02:01 pm] |
we had free cut in history, no more LT i'm so happy but BV yana and i are stuck here in school in the net cafe pfft and it's raining. i got aliw with the flood kanina in the dent building par kaming bata we got so bored so we made paperboats and made them race.. and the cars came and they were gone haha. foundation week so we don't ahve anything for this week, all the LTs were moved to next week, grrr 3 more weeks and second sem na. i can't beleive how fast it first sem was.
and i can't believe my moodswings this week. sorry IKAW palagi nabubuhusan :( no more next week :D
epee opens tonight. i'm scared again :( i'll see jenny and pae tonight and maybe er too ;) can't wait.
pae--i hope you feel much better. i got your message first thing when i woke up and i was sad knowing you were crying alone last night :( i miss my sisters too and it hurts knowing i only see you at the end of the week and it sucks not being able to make kwento anytime :| ...no more tears baby >:D<
it's raining :D kahit na black water sa ue i love the weather and the sound of the rain :) |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|10:03 pm] |
we have so much to do for this week
- chem test
- math quiz
- history LT
- dance thing
- history presentation
konti nalang sembreak na. can't wait. i'm so tired :( i dint get to see all the wonders this weekend. next weekend ;)
friday: watched a movie with pae, kay, toms, lloyt, maix (i missed you!!), and jan. then dinner at rai-rai ken. er and mark followed. MARK ill kill you talga!! haha but i got kilig ehh i never knew you guys were like that. favorite talgal ;) promise wala talga >:D< after dinner jan left na with his friends and we we're supposed to go to racks. me and toms dropped off pae first then kami ni toms nagmukhang tanga sa racks. pinagtingnan na kami nung mga bouncers di pa rin dumadating sila er. and THEN ice monsters pala in metrowalk. SOS. haha. pat was there also. we just talked for a while and then me and toms the PARTY POOPERS went home na.
i was talking to pae about this certain issue. i still can't believe that's happening. inantay pa nilang magganun. now they have no choice but to adjust everything. pae, sana they fix it talga. i don't know what i'd do without your reliable information ;) hands down.
saturday: juniors. i can't stop smiling whenever i think about it. jen would kick me if i get sad daw haha. jenny i'm proud of you, you're my champ ;) i had fun this juniors. sayang talga last month i had sore eyes :( ONE friggin point. GRRRR. i don't know what would have happened without the constant conversations with You during the game. i'm over whelmed. i don't know what else would motivate me when i was losing. thank you, LORD :)
even though i was so tired i had dinner with my family. dinner was okay. my parents were okay. sometimes they're okay then somtimes no. i don't get them sometimes but i will continue to fight for it. i will not lose faith in my family. NEVER. and movie..13 going on 30. it's really cute eh. the ending :"> er's right. when will we ever that person who will hold your hand forever? how will you know if it's the right one? constant prayer and you listen to your heart :) we will find that one special person, er. someday :) it might sound pathetic but i can't wait :D |
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|09:50 am] |
this won't even come close to what you made for me but i hope this makes you smile, y ;) SLEPLISE. i love you >:D<
i miss nagging you and waiting for you too shoo me away. i miss your clicky tick tack shoes . i miss saying hardi har har har har har har in chorus with you while going up the stairs after breaks. i miss poking and making kalabit higher batches with you in the pavillion. i miss your duroot doot dances in the corridor during
breaks. i miss you trying to hide your phone from me and everyone else ;) but still i use it to text my muther dear for classes suspended haha. i miss you pigging out in the canteen and buying whatever comes ino your head but end up eating 1/4 of everything and giving it to your scavenger sistahs. i miss inspecting you during
vigilancia and standing over you with you looking 5oo meters away with a stfling laugh. bawal yan!!!! i miss your utmost effort of finding some other lil ones to make humanda with you just so you can say "HUMANDA!" for the very first time in your life haha. i miss walking with you in the corridors and melting away in our
conversations, having our own world, and not minding what's going on around us even though we're causing traffic in the clinic drive during breaks. i miss having FREE lunches with your from four bears and gabby de jesus. i miss running to galleria during practice and staying late in school for SabPag or Talaban. i miss you defending me from those who bully me or who try to pull me down. i miss you and me trying to avoid eye contact becuase we think the other is mad. i miss having telepathy with you, knowing you know how i feel and not having to say anything. i
miss that sony cliche of yours and being trigger happy during class. i miss waiting for you to get to school in the morning because you woke up late and left me alone in 4A. i miss seeing you FIRST thing in the morning and getting a baby hug from you with the smell of your shampoo underneath my nose. i miss the sound of your flicking paper in the middle of trimestral exams and hearing mm yell you to stop but you dont. i miss killing you with kisses with you wiping the slob of your face and saying "EEWWW ROCO. GET. AWAY." i miss holding your section a jacket during csdc inspection and looking for it in the lost and found for the longest time just so i can talk to you again. i miss heaing your rascal laugh amidst the noise and while im haivng my own world during class... ill hear your rascalicious laugh and feel at home. i miss pulling you down to my lap and hugging you so tight until you swat ROCO away. i miss seeing your face after SabPag when something fell on the floor. ;) i miss your landz poses in the banyo. i miss the thought of knowing you're the first person il see in the morning and know ill be with you for the next 12 hours or even 18. i miss you and your perfect bearing during vigilancia and training. i miss pigging out with you in galleria right after class because we were dimissed earlier that the other sections or just becuase we don't have anything for the next day. i miss crying to you whenever i ahve problems and you'd know exactly what to do. i miss whining to you about something but you'd tell me right to my face the things i don't want to hear but have to hear. i miss knowing that someone in the room actually understands me even if i don't say a single word. but what i miss the most is competing with you--just to know who loves who more. and we end up agreeing we love each other just as much. and i love you just the way YAO is. perfect. nothing to be changed. nothing beats. nothing will come close. EVER. our rascal. our 27th. my fellow Aer. my sister. my miracle wonder. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|08:50 am] |
friggin physics :(( school sucks i'm missing my wonders and my poveda friends too much :( they're so different. people don't understand sometimes kasi eh, they think differently, they look at things differently, sometimes it's so hard to jive with them. i like my UE friends also but nothing beats my Poveda friends. and my Wonders. isang tingin lang and they'll know what's wrong. dito kelangan ikaw pa mag adjust. i'll get used to this din. i hope. i was talking to jan kanina in the car and we were talking about how much we missed high school coz it's so different. the people. the environment. everything. parang now you can't make a mistake in class when you recite or else WHAPAK from your blockmates. super iba hirits nila and how they say it. sometimes they think it's funny but it's not. hayyy college. 6 more years :| AND wala pa ko makain sa UE. Jen would die there!! all fried!! haha i love you jennyo >:D< i'm trying to eat healthy BUT puro sebo =))
...but i get my strength back when i see my Wonders after school on friday and on saturdays. you don't know how much it means to me spending time with you guys. that's what i look forward to when i'm in school, counting the days till friday. whappak. and there's never a day in UE that i think about my sisters and Poveda. lahat na ata in UE na compare ko sa Poveda eh! =)) nothing beats 14 years ;)
but my weekened started right...
saw my wonders last night minus nikita :( plus iselle. had dinner in libis then i met up with my abarkadz in chiggy's katips. I love you guys so much can't stop laughing talga when i'm with you guys. iselle and her kwentos. our school bus. len and her coffee jelly..."when you get the coffee jelly iluwa mo yan, kin. that's MINE!" hahahaha. session road in racks. bora days :| sayang din't get to stay long, my mom kasi eh feeling niya im back in high school L-( :)) well tonight again renz's if she allows me :|
thank you jen, er, len, kin, pae, jan, and iselle for tonight i had FUN >:D<
pae don't forget DF tonight =)) woooohooo hanapin ang kinilig :"> |
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[Sep. 4th, 2004|10:10 am] |
i got through midterms. isa nalang tapos na. FINALS \:D/ i hate physics and filipino so much :| i wanted to die during the test talga, i felt so dumb :(
but...friday night was once again WONDERFUL. spent it with my three sisters. jen, er and pae. we stayed in erica's house then had dinner in tajma. that girl lang talga HAD to ruin our night know it all grrr. we went to Eastwood after, they got drinks from coffee bean then we went to the tower. it's SO nice kahit na its soo high feels like you're gonna fall. grabe na toh we need a real camera today haha :) trigger happy :P thank you for tonight i had fun...bukas ulit >:D<
--hearing pae yell when jenny made her gulat.FIRST TIME Pauline Yao, lumilipat na ang rascal antics mo sa abarkdz mo!! haha
--"i'll tell mike to go to MCDUNALDS"
--"he TAKE my picture eh"
*wooohooo di lang ako yung nauUE!! haha i love you babes you never fail to make me laugh HARD :)
--"Ma'am good evening Ma'am" wooohoo ;) ang bilis mo magisip forever :P
--"Jen, er careful. Roco BILISAN mo!!"
i love my sisters forever. no one makes me smile or laugh the way they do. and whenever i'm with them. it's DIFFERENT talga eh, i can't explain it. i feel like i'm home. nothing beats. i love you... i don't what i'd do without you girls :| |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2004|10:53 pm] |
riccaraeroxy: basta ikaw, y ;)
pauline_13: ngek
pauline_13: sayo rox
pauline_13: walang basta basta
pauline_13: IKAW lang talaga
i love you, y. till forever stretches to eternity ;) you made me day. sisters talga shet. texting at the right time eh, cant take it haha :D |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2004|10:35 pm] |
i havent updated for the LONGEST time. i never knew what to say, i was gonna update after my first day in UE but i didn't know how to start :| just finished my midterms and i hate it coz school's been keeping me away from everyone and everything. my wonders, my friends, fencing. everything na. GRRR. i will adjust SOON :( and i miss Poveda every single day. when i wake up sa car in the morning, i get surprised that im on a different street na, till now im not yet sanay. i guess part of me still wants to go back to Poveda, it's SO different eh. EVERYTHING'S so different, the environment, the people, my friends.
i had a great weekend last week, i saw all my wonders :) and anton and gab haha. iba na talaga HAHA :)) i had so much fun eh! parang tagal na since we were like that eh. can't wait for tomorrow!!! \:D/ y's house again!! hope to see all the wonders there tomorrow :) then sunday afternoon...PERFECT. Er and Len "surprised" me hahaha we spent the whole afternoon together in my house :)thank you babes you made my week >:D<
i have so much to say but then i don't know where to start, it's all in my head lang :) ill update again. ill find time just for you ;) |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|01:48 am] |
Friday night: it was Trina's debut last night, i had fun trins! you were so beautiful :) and the place, galing what you did with place!! After Trina's debut we went to Max B's and had chocolate drinks ;) and out of boredom we all came up with something interesting, not so sure what the name is na coz i was kinda sleepy haha but we can make it big! :) jenny, we missed you last night. i'll see you soon >:D<
I had dinner with out family friends tonight at Cafe Puccini. It was so good. WE ate so much, 6 pizzas and 5 pastas. whoa. but it was good and it was nice seeing all of them again. StarSis picked me up and we went to Chin's party. Chin you looked wonderful and the dress < so low> hahaha i hope you had a great time and enjoy the slippas from me and your...achie? haha :P it was nice seeing the Aer's and some of the officers again. Sana it will always be like this even though we won't get to hang out that much anymore. Nothing will change, right?
Pae thanks for picking me up and for even running sa rain with your hair! haha :P and noggy thanks for bringing me home :)
Lelen get well soon, like what we always say drink lots of liquids haha >:D<
Wonders i'll see you all real soon, numero uno and i missed you tonight >:D<
oh yeah i got electrocuted kanina. super lakas nung lightning and then i was using the net and my brother was telling me na to stop and then after a few minutes BOOM. so scary ang sakit maground!! :( and then bad vibes talga, my pc nasira. bad timing kung kelan pa school. URGH. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2004|12:46 am] |
| riccaraeroxy's LJ stalker is _er! | | _er is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out! |
LJ Stalker FinderFrom Go-Quiz.comhaha this is SO funny. my wonder sis is my stalker?! haha err ahhh :P maica. shucks. :"> i love what you made BUT i love you MORE. it's so nice, it's my wallpaper na. thanks! and don't worry kahit nadisconnect ka sa world for a while we're still here, we're not going anywhere. >:D< i had a perfect day today. well ALMOST. ibang tao panira. URGH. i was having a good day na eh. i picked up erica at the ateneo, after not seeing her for the longest time shucksss i missed her super. er ah, 5 hour break visit me! haha :P and then we went straight to UA&P to visit numero uno and numero cinco ;) er ate lang then we left na and went to galle. pae and i went to school! woohooo but then when we got there, the CSDC meeting was over na. but miss escalona, ampil, and alip were there :) sarap ng feeling ng greeting after..4 months? wow :P we were supposed to visit the teachers but then they ahd a meeting so we met up with er and kin na then we went around. saw SOMEONE. disappointing talga. ang kapal ng mukha, di lang mana nahiya to prove to us that she's worth it. dayymmm. when we got out of galle. this MMDA officer was getting the license of my driver. so i talked to him NICELY then biglang he became so bastos. he was like " bakit ko pagsasabihan yung driver mo? eh nagviolate na nga ng law" HELLO?! respect? courtesy?! then he's super bastos. then when he gave the ticket i was like" next time konting respeto!" SUPER BASTOS. i mean tama sila kin, er, and pae... that's how the people in our country will learn how to follow the rules BUT then how will the people follow if they can't even respect these authorities because yung authorities yung bastos?! a little respect. sheessh. i know i'm wrong for being hot headed but ang bastos talga. then my mom yelled at me pa, as if it's my fault diba?! i hate fighting with her eh. i hate it. i don't like seeing her sad, she has enough problems na. BUT THEN. i had a wonderful day with my wonders. except len :( i missed her today. she got her license kasi eh but we'll see each other tomorrow :) i was with jenny sa fencing hall then i was with nike during our CSDC dinner :) cibo. sarap. we went around for a while then i brought home nike na rn :) nike. BLOOMING. NAKS. haha okay im kinda sleepy na ill update tomorrw :D today was a GOOD day. thank you WONDERS. thank you SENIOR OFFICERS...and miss chin :) |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|12:32 am] |
Roxy. Hi hunny. I love you... Thanks so much for staying strong for me. You've been my pillar of support, my stronghold, my rock. Your comments, your messages, and your entries have brought me to tears. I understand that the other Wonders are feeling this way as well... And it's inescapable. But what forever continues to give me comfort is what we have. My blockmates, my batchmates, those people... Sure, they're good company on campus but it ends there. Like I've said time and again, it's you guys I'll be coming home to when all it's said and done. It's you guys I'll be coming home to when all it's said and done. It's you guys I'll be coming home to when all it's said and done. I don't like repeating myself, but it has to be stressed. It's YEAE. It's HW. It's ReSPeCt. NO ONE ELSE. I was on the verge of tears with Michelle and Anne kanina, as in her ate 'cause I mentioned how she sounded so much like Joan, as in Jen's sister... And she goes, "Of course, she's my sister." And I looked away 'cause I was really about to burst into tears... But see, their barkada, we're like a protege of it. The spitting image. They've been in college for five years and counting... And after all we've been through, I doubt we're any different. It's still them Anne runs back to. It's still them Anne calls in the middle of the night. It's still them Anne can spontaneously text out of the blue without hesitation, "I love you." It's still them Anne can show her whole self to and let her guard down with. It's still them Anne bums around with, goes to the beach with, and is still sisters with. Nothing has changed. And I'm sure it is and it will be the same with us. It goes beyond friendship... It's a sisterhood.-PAE
i just had to put that. i can't sleep, endorphins. shucks pae--endomorphines. eej here! i'm so excited for tom and this weekend! i'm gonna go visit pae and kin with len and er sa UA&P, then dinner with the SO's. Friday, rebond with numero uno ;p and i'm gonna see the wonders. woohoooo!! |
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| sad |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|12:33 am] |
i almost cried kanina in fencing. i was talking to pam about our class then bigla nalang i got all teary eyed. it just hit me. next year im gonna walk through different gates, see different people. be with different people. or maybe i wont even have friends kaagad. it's so scary.
rocosfavfriend (11:22:18 PM): hmph
rocosfavfriend (11:22:40 PM): f crse we were tnkin of u malamng cuz ur the onlyone hus at hme
nike-- you made me smile. sobrang laki haha! i kept thinking of my wonders and everyone else yesterday! what you guys were doing while i was getting bored here at home haha
two days palang na i've been alone but it seems like forever na :( i saw jen today. we ate sa yoshinoya then fenced the night away haha. so sad watching someone from a far knowing you can't ever have them. PUCH drama.
rix: iniisip nanaman ako nyan
jenny: kung iniisip ka nyan dapat nakatingin yan sayo!
haha jenny i labshuu!! >:D< you're MY champ ;)
er, pae, and len...i dont know if it's just concidence or it's becuase our souls are connected... but why did we have to feel the same way on the same day?! BUT we will always have each other >:D<
numero uno---i wish i could take away your pain. stay strong, you'll get through this.. you always have us. i love you ...more haha>:D |
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| 28% |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
i found out yesterday 28% of my body is composed of body fat! oh no!! haha got so depressed eh, the normal body fat should be 17-24%. my brother kept on making me asar! coz his was normal!
school starts for my wonders and the rest of my friends tom :(..UP, Ateneo, and UA&P. i'm gonna be alone the whole week. so sad. well wonders, and everyone else who''s gonna start school tomorrow! have fun and stay dry haha, it's been raining eh! i wanna visit you guys soon :)
erica picked me up yesterday, lakas ko talga sayo babe! haha :P i had so much fun eh kahit window shopping lang. i bought my shoes i fell in love with it haha loser. erica bought shirts and she was nice enough to return the change sa people are people haha wooohooo. back to normal price havianas haha :P oh and er taught me when to use neutral and d4. haha i wanna drive!! :( we met up with the rest of the wonders excepts for kintots coz she's in the beach again. come back na nga :( we helped joan look for her birthday outfit haha! :P pae--f*cking M!! hahaha
i ate dinner with my family at cafe med. we were supposed to watch harry potter but everything was sold out. imagine all 3 cinemas in powerplant and eastwood?! sheeeshh ganun ba kadami nanoonood ng isang gabi! i watched it today tough. harry =P~ my dad left for bicol today :( i just wish he could drop it. everything's so complicated because of that stupid province. |
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| Happy Birthday! |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|01:24 am] |
Chinky!!!!! happy birthday Chin! i love you chink! you're 18 na yihee haha! i'll see you real soon >:D<
Belated happy birthday Miss Esguerra! one more year and you'll be legal ;) keep on shining tala=star ;) |
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| far away |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|01:08 am] |
i had a good day today :D
well actually dint start so good. i woke up at 1030, wrong move ang aga. so i was bad mood. sorry babylove babybear i dint mean to i swear >:D< my bad :-S i love you forever. but then i took a nap and i was all better. hahaha amazing.
went to len's for like 10 minutes and then we went to pauline's to hang out. i love her spam omelettes and her tuna!! ahhhh!! =P~
i was supposed to go to the spa with jenny but then the driver left sorry jennybaby >:D<.
we went to yof after. it's so hard to get so far away from Him but so difficult to get back. i'm getting there i hope. like what pauline said.. even if you don't feel like it. SUGOD LANG. you'll get through and you have nothing to lose. i'll get through this. ayoko bumitaw.
we went to eastwood after. stayed at coffee bean, ate moo fries. maica, haha di ako nagdadamot thucker!! haha i was prtecting my chees from you!! erica, you saved me tonight sobra. i know you wanted to bonk me when i was whining haha thanks for paying for my food! haha i got so scared i thought i lost my wallet!! len looked gorgeous in her pink hoops ;) haha thanks for helping me find the beautiful shoes!
we just wanted to stay in pauline's house again, i love it there eh. it's so cozy and homey. i love it. haha i love your bed!! let's have a sleepover haha :P
er, jen, len, maix, and pae thanks for tonight i ahd so much fun >:D<
kin i hope youre having a blast sa beach! haha come back na nga!! :P
nike i love you >:D< we missed you tonight, you and kin. hope you'll feel better don't worry it'll all pass, sabi mo nga go with the flow ;) |
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